the sh*t I've had to deal with from BandJ ... incredible!!!!!!!!!
I ask him to come out, he says he will, I tell him my plans and he knows it's my last night house sitting, but when the time comes, he's MIA. Go figure! And then, when I call him out on it, he talks in circles, says I can't be acting like "he's mine" and calls me "nuts". I'm not sure how many ways I can spell "I don't want you" before it'll get through his thick freakin skull. I just expect someone to show up when they say they are going to ... cause there's other people I could have left with or invited over, jerkface BandJ!
I act possessive?! You're the one that approaches me when we're out, you're the one who got all bent out of shape for me talking to other guys who were hitting on my friend at a party, the one who gets pissy when I leave without saying goodbye, etc. Whatever.
I'm not sure why I'm surprised. I should have expected all this since he was like this before - calling me crazy, saying I was possessive when the only one guilty of that was him and just being plain mean until I'd give up trying to have a rational conversation. Ugh, and I'm pathetic since I keep going back and dealing with this crap all for a damn distraction from everything else right now ... he just gets so ugly and mean. Seriously. Whatever. I guess I should be glad he's not smart enough to realize that "I don't want to be with you" isn't all that awful and the only "nut" in the conversation is the one who hasn't caught on that I want nothing to do with that. Whatever.
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"We allow our ignorance to prevail upon us and make us think we can survive alone, alone in patches, alone in groups, alone in races, even alone in genders." -Maya Angelou ~ I don't want to be alone, so fill my little world up, please
Hello, my name is Jenga Jenny and I seem to keep picking the wrong puzzle piece for me. Whether you are a frequent friend or a visitor just stopping in, I’m glad you’ve found your way here and know you will never wear out your welcome.
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I will confess what some of you may already suspect: I have never been in a relationship. Though I have dated guys, I have only been on maybe one “adult date” and have never actually had a traditional, out loud and defined "boyfriend". My longest time with a guy was with a jerk (BandJ) and the closest man to my heart was with a guy who outlined our time together as a “no emotions” make-out arrangement of sorts. Please read, think on and comment as I make the journey to improve myself as an individual and maybe somewhere along the way run into some guy to finally call my own.
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